Tuesday 12 March 2019


THE OAK AND HIS ORCHID


In an abandoned park,
on a winter spree,
 alone in the dark
Stood an ancient oak tree.
Before his soul  was made to freeze,
He bespoke of a story to the evening breeze.
Withered  and in decay his leaves  rattle a shared repent
Under  his shade, of his shadowed grief  in whispers do they lament .

It wud seem like its straight out of a fairy book,
For whn Not so long ago wen the moon was young and the day at rest,
Fair and pure in it shady nook,
Grew an orchid out a sparrows nest.

Like angels dressed all in white
Her flowers blossomed wih heavenly light
Much to the delight to all who held the sight
She Grew Thru the moonlite night .
       

With every sunrise he woke up in haste
Eager to see  her  pretty face
For  with tinge of ribaldry just for taste
She was a perfect  amalgam of   beauty, wit and grace.


With  each passing moons  they got 2 b close
And she made him promise that none but  her ….is who he must choose.
But everynow  and then she seemed bit  marose
Staring at the moonlight pavement with a slight remorse.

Not so long after he got to knw of her past and of wat until then she had chose to hide,
Of her enstranged  gardner with whom she used to reside.
Fate When fate as a sparrow took her branch to make a nest of its own
Seldom it knw that on this oak branch wud she be resprawn.
Broken the oak let her be alone in the night ,
his branch bearing her grown out  out of his sight.
She cried she pled for time and  a chance to make things right ,
She said  “never let go of me just hold me tight “.
Aftr days of reprieve did he heed to her voice
Of her being torn in between, unable to make a choice.


He soon gave into his stupid  heart and  caved into her flowery arms.
And jst wen everthing seemed so well and no troubles were in sight
The seas of tears had calmed And their love  had  no qualms
Came fate thru those calm corners to spur a moral tug of wrong and right.



With the morning rays that day did the  gardner embrk on a new route for his daily stroll
And to his surprise  on the oak branch he found the lost fruit of past his foil
Flipping back the pages of her memory  in joy , The gardner reminded  her  vows she owed
He opened the floodgates of remorse  sowing the righteous seeds of grief echoing the  words bespoken once  in return for shelter to which she  now  she had redawned.
They talked they wept as the oak lay asleep
Only to b woken to the salty earth, half a  root deep.
He wudav happily  let her suck his soul thru her roots instead
To the ache he felt heedin wat she said.
She wept sayin the days they spent toghtr wer nothing but a mistake
And to let her be for she doesn’t knw her own fate yet .


As She rattled through the winds of time between what  she felt as wrong an right
only to flounder and at every step to  sigh and rue her deed.
He  knw it was time him to weild  his sheild ,
for  him for her and for her dreams to give  yeild
and Though for long he battled her wrongs   to ease her plight
Her waves of remorse of breakin her vows lashing at at her like a whip  was  not a pretty sight.


In these bouts of her heart and head she slowly let the latter win at every stead.
But Everytym he tried to give up  and grow Out of her dismay
she gav in to her heart swayin his will back at her say.
An just like a puppet to a puppeteer,
he wud return to wipe that glistening tear .


Soon He knew he had to make the hard choice
For her smile was worth more his own rejoice
He cant let her sway and let alone b in pain
unable to choose or to try validate her actions in vain.

She mst nvr knw the real reason of his deed
For He had to hurt her so she cud b free
She cud nvr knw  none in his steed cud b so selfless
so with  teary whispers he silenced his own hearts plea,
befr it succumbed to its silent goodbyes waiting.. feeling totally helpless.




And so he waited for when the gardner  comes for his walk
He woke her up with a kiss sayin they need to talk
With harsh words that hurt him more than the one that heeds
he severed her roots so she cud finally get wat  she thinks she needs,
as the gardner went by his daily stroll
he found the orchid derooted unharmed by the fall.
As she floated off in her gardners arms
He wished to see her once more but they faded fast.
None till date if  beating sun or coz of  his foggy eyes
For None cud see thru see his stoic disguise.
"Oh Why do did u sway between the sun and the shade
Come back ur branch and the moon  beckons u
The same shade and the same breeze awaits u";
these words echoed deep in his barks ebbed away  and never to b spoken true.





her happiness made him swallow his own sorrow,
In hope she wud nvr kne the truth be it today or aftr his time morrow
For death is the one fair end ,one eachstory  each mortal must share .
And  so As these Black winters of woe caught hold his soul,
In weakening faith and hopeless despair,
He strived for ur smile ,even seconds before his fall.

With a last crack of his trunk as he embraced the stormy death wilting and nevermore  tired
he renderd an eulogy to that dream once he sired,
With words hard to come futhermore inspired
for now forevermore it shall  ever be mired,
And to very same road through which his life was carried off
He fell thundering  with this ode on this lips
In a bid adieu to those days, of which she seldom inquired.



~RAMSAY








Saturday 18 August 2012



Chapter 2 the beginning…<.month 1>
Scene: students scrambling down stair after the last hour lectures of the morning session.anti ragging holidays till Aug 16 put up on the notice board.coming back , enterin to boys hostel
.Narrator: “well guys here v are back were it all started ajims in august 15Th 2011, most of the newbies were getting used to their  new home for the next few yrs unknown to the whole ragging episode waiting for them. As they all had lunch a few guys were just waking up..sameer was one them.well u cant blame him for oversleeping its been a hell of a night yesterday as him and his new buds wer in slk till 11 and then lyn in front of the college fountain for the next couple of hours till the became sober enuf to find their hostel.u might wonder how they did enter the hostel premises..you see just like almost all the boys hostel {in my opinion,mayb} the rules of this hostel wer also kinda pliable. But there wer some that wernt…especially the no beard rule.cleanshave or get out was the one of the college favs.
Scene:  Sam applys after shave ,wear shoes in hurry.speed of to the lifts wearing his apron.

Narrator:as Sam hurried for his 1st pracs in 2 days he was worried if his absence in the past 2 days would fall heavy on him.
Scene:  Sam enter just before a shrewd lookn high waisted prof and slipped in between two guys.

Narrator:its about time u meet his new buds the one on his right…vivek a.k.a vicry {he is kinda crooked,tries an easy way around everything,but ready for anything wen a frnd calls} on his rifht was faizal usman a.k.a faizi..a NRI {Cool headed easygoing damn rich} then there behind was mayankutty a.k.a myankutty v or mayavi.. {got that after the movie of the same name, he was the eldest of the lot.he was kinda a romeo with a pinch of despo.got knack of landin himself an others in deep shit}.Finally there was the heartthrob of the girls Eklavya or as grls calld him luv.he just started hangin out with guys yesterday with the fountain episode.
Scene:prof. starts class.10 mins into it..half class with Sam are sleepin.mayan kutty eyn a grl in the corner seat.luv over his blckbry phne.vicry was drawing a spider on the wall , faizi was chattin with some girl wen there a gentle knock on the half closed door and there is silence…a girl enters the room..girls begin chattn with their heads down about the new 1.boys straightn themselves and sit up..vickry nudges the drowsy Sam..sam wakes up with a startle only to be frozen by the sight.
Sam:thought:”boy.. she's hot….”
Prof: “yes …?”
The girl:”excuse me sir can I cum in …”
Prof:” am sorry I think ur too early for the next hour…”
The prof waits for the class to laugh.. a few girls in the first row giggles..prof seems satisfied
The girl:” but sir ive a letter from dean.”
The prof reads the letter ..eyes the girl carefully
Prof: “wat wer u doing in the morning??”
The girl: “sir I was with the hod.. prof.rao am his neice”
Prof: “why doesn’t anyone ever tell anything to me..well pepl this is nisha sudheer ..go on nisha join the flock..
The girl:nisha: “thank u sir” .Hurries to seat 2 rows in front of Sam
Vivek: “well…. Well…. a new chick joins the ‘flock’ ..oye get hold of yourself man ur drooling dude ”nudges Sam again and chuckles
Narrator:it didn’t bother Sam that they were making fun of him..his eyes and ears was elsewer..well2 rows front to b precise..that magic moment stayed without disrupt for the next 10 mins or so till…swwosh
Sam:ouch
Scene:a blue marker hits Sam.silence engulfs the entire class stirring evenone out of there slumber.
Prof:are u uncomfortable with your seating mister?u seem having trouble lookin at the new girl from there .should I help u with a convenient  spot?
The whole class eruptd with laughter
 Prof:How about outside ..GET OUT.
Silenced was slapped back on everyone as they watched Sam walk down the steps to the door.
Narrator:as Sam passed Nisha he heard a giggle..he peeked sideways 2 see her eyeing him with curiosity with a pitiful smile on her lips…
Sam:thought:well she smiled..thats good for a start..
Narrator: was it??

Tuesday 31 July 2012


96  MONTHS after NISHA…………

Charecters  :

main cast:


Sameer {a.k.a sam or Sammy}:
Age :   26 yr
Info: mbbs  grad…play boy mallu born and bought up in kochi.
Status   : currently doing   pg in ajims manglore
Nisha sudheer{a.k.a.heer} Age 26yrs mbbs grad
Info : born and brought up in kochi….beautiful manipulative , mysterious.
Status: unknown






Vivek {a.k.a VK or vickry} Age:26 yrs
Info: crooked …friends with Sam…always ends up in some shit..needs to be rescued
Status: ready to do anything for friends
Eklavya{a.k.a LuV}
Age:26 yrs
Info: Mr handsome, NRI…damn rich and ya …mbbs grad
Status : perfect life …always gets wat he needs except namitha
guest cast :

Faisal Usman:{a.k.a faizi}
Age: 26 yrs
Info: the cool dude…calicut guy born an brought up in manglore
        Carefree ….live in the present…some how cleard mbbs…bst frnd with  sameer.
Status :rockin
Mayankutty V{a.k.a . myayavi}
Age :27
Info: the eldest .friends with faisal and sameer…romeo incarnated though a little desperate…the fun quotient in their gang
Status: what goes around comes around “mera number bhi ayenga”
Namitha Zain{a.K.a nami}
Age: 26yrs
 Info: the heart breaker…love intrest of many including eklavya…
Purna Ajith {a.k.a pomi}
Age: 26 yrs
Info: best friend of Sam and vivek..cute chubby  caring…named after Pomeranian dog


PLOT
The story revolves around the friendship ofsam vvk and eklav and their love intresrts.plot set mostly in manglore..with hints of kochi……story is told in third person narration  in aspect to sameer in flashbacks……based on true story..though name of the charecters and their details are purely fictious and doesn’t resemble anyone living or dead.
Colour codes:Narrator.charecter.charecter dialogue Sam’s mind.

96 MONTHS OF NISHA…………


CHAPTER 1:an unexpected encounter
Narrator : “ well guys this isn’t exactly a love story …if that’s wht u guys wer expecting …sorry to disappoint you…so wats this stupid story about??its a story of a guy meets girl and….well lets see wat happens”

Flash back :>>>>96th month

“so guys meet sameer u may call him Sam or Sammy age 26 …ur gonna listen to this fellas story today…well wat abt him….hmmm just an avg guy with avg luks avg IQ leading an avg life…well y he’s a mbbs grad…well it’s no big deal in today’s world…”
“so our story begins in manglore …

“Sam  had come to watch this awesome movie with one of his old pals well it was sort of a catching up…the lazy 6 feet moron –had overslept and didn’t make it to the multiplex….
As he was staring at the trailers of some cool movies and was texting a piece of his mind to the dickhead,he felt a change in the room …as all the sorrow was lifted from the world…the air was filld with a fragrance ..one that lifted a heavy heart…he hasn’t come across this pleasant feeling in a very long time..”
Sam:{thought turning}“no it cant be….!!!!”..
“There she was …after all these years…the very sight that had taught him the most important lesson in life….how important is breathing to life ….Nisha…Nisha Sudheer…its been so long…the girl of his dreams….as he recoverd from the sudden cardiac arrthymia she went pass him without noticing….regaining his composure he called her name….she turned bak looking here and there, busy talking over her cell..”
Sam :{thought}”she myt hav not seen me”..
“He followed her to the entrance of the ticket counter .she was alone .sam thanked his constellations and his sleephead mate a thousand times in his mind…he went over
Sam:{jokingly}:”am I to assume that u dint just walk past me without noticing me or should have I taken that as a leave me alone??
Nisha :”hey…excuse me…il cal you bak…”
        “Sam…!!!wat a surprise…its been like …3yrs ryt???
     God u luk different I dint recognize u…u look …gud”
Sam:(stammering) “u don’t luk so bad either…eh ..so wat u upto ..haven’t heard from you since…college”
Nisha:”well after college I put up a clinic in my house then been helping in my uncles hospital…well abt higher studies..haven't thought about it…mayb later after marriage and stuff(with a wicked smile)’’
“Oh god that smile…I never thought I could c that smile again…I don’t mind if u call me now god”
Sam:(still stammering)”well u seems doing well…so wich movie??”
Nisha:says some movie…”so u alone??”
Sam:”ya a ass of an frnd ditched me(sorry mate but this is the best gift u hav ever given me)
Nisha:”aww papa let me pay for you…moreover v have a lot of catching up to do….:”
Narrator:”Sam looks at her noticing the changes as she takes the tickets…years has been kind to her she’s put on weight ..Just the right amount…old aunts might still call her famished ..there is a half framed glasses that sits pretty on her nose…overall if anything she's even more desirable…  
Nisha:”Sam…hello…Sam…u here…r v late for the movie”(shakin me arm with one hand and answering the phone with the other)
Sam(feeling realitiy kickin in): how come u came  alone………??

Flash back :>>>>95 month before>>>










Chapter 2 the beginning…<.month 1> 

cont'd....

Saturday 3 March 2012

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: A silent GoodBye..

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: A silent GoodBye..: A silent GoodBye.. it was 5 years ago on quite day of september , that my life changed foreever, i'l always rember that late afternoon...

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: its only felt,like the wind... even while she was ...

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: its only felt,like the wind...
even while she was ...
: its only felt,like the wind... even while she rest still in her coffin her face radiantly shone, with a permanent smile she was burie...

its only felt,like the wind







its only felt,like the wind...

even while she rest still in her coffin her face radiantly shone,

 a sad smile on her face even wen  beneath the marble stone.
as i placed her favourite flowers on her grave under the sun of may,
i noticed how now without her my world is  turning grey.
i stood there with silent prayers and a bowed head,
whispering thanks 4 wat she taught me,of life ,love and the long drive ahead.
closing the eyes of reality, i visualize her holding my hands alongside  here,
as i walk down the setting sun.my spirits rise  feeling her presence near.
only  can she see behind my straight face hidden tears,
and that behind all the self comforts are the hidden fears. 
i was grateful to be loved by her even though we were forced to part ,
but like she told,future may be scary but u can't run back to the tempting  past.
i know she will be along my side as with a fresh stride i walk towards the sunset,
for her love can be seen,like the wind it can only be felt..






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Friday 2 March 2012

came to know of wat i owe..

"Came to know of what i owe"

  everything was until she waved gudbye an turned to go,
  'damn i miss her ',i sighed shovin my ego.
  v had met that day after too long,
  though nothin worked as planned that day it never felt wrong.
  with her even the borin turned fun,
  and v chatted daylong about eveythin under the sun.
  i plunged myself into the depths of her eyes with a realization,
  that for my soul those depths were wells of rejuvenation.
  but as u left me my world was turned upside down,
  as if i was alone in this world ,all by on my own.
  i figured out then wat i shud hav realized from the start,
  that even wen ur lost or fallen apart,
  u do not lose ur love 4 someone bcz its locked in your heart.
  from eveysecond hitherto i came to know ,
  how much for this existence did to you i owe...


                      

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