before the final voyage

"before the final voyage"

nvr b4 in my head had this qns popped,
or of this lyf i had more regreted.
nvr b4 was my lyf an even bigr qns mark,
pointless dull ,without much any spark .
nvr more cud i have realized that there no more hope,
for this lyf has turned out to be  lyk a steep hike without any rope.
no more can this mind find refuge in nights around darkness,
as it feel itself ripped apart by the enforced loneliness.
nvr b4 was these thoughts more clear,
of wat to a normal mind wud inflict fear.
nvr more has it been more obvious and its not a lie,
thats its tym to pull the curtains and to this life say gudbye.
nvr ever cud i thank u enuf for ur accquaintnce,
am sorry if hitherto i haven't been of any assistance .
even though u might recall me la8r as a weak hearted,
u won't knw until u feel the same that y i departed.




                                                                                                  rraAmZnn..