sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: A silent GoodBye..

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: A silent GoodBye..: A silent GoodBye.. it was 5 years ago on quite day of september , that my life changed foreever, i'l always rember that late afternoon...

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: its only felt,like the wind... even while she was ...

sCriBleS of An iNtelliGent foOl...: its only felt,like the wind...
even while she was ...: its only felt,like the wind... even while she rest still in her coffin her face radiantly shone, with a permanent smile she was burie...

its only felt,like the wind

its only felt,like the wind...

even while she rest still in her coffin her face radiantly shone,

 a sad smile on her face even wen  beneath the marble stone.

as i placed her favourite flowers on her grave under the sun of may,

i noticed how now without her my world is  turning grey.

i stood there with silent prayers and a bowed head,

whispering thanks 4 wat she taught me,of life ,love and the long drive ahead.

closing the eyes of reality, i visualize her holding my hands alongside  here,

as i walk down the setting sun.my spirits rise  feeling her presence near.

only  can she see behind my straight face hidden tears,

and that behind all the self comforts are the hidden fears. 

i was grateful to be loved by her even though we were forced to part ,

but like she told,future may be scary but u can't run back to the tempting  past.

i know she will be along my side as with a fresh stride i walk towards the sunset,

for her love can be seen,like the wind it can only be felt..

                                                                                            rraAmZnn

came to know of wat i owe..

"Came to know of what i owe"

  everything was until she waved gudbye an turned to go,

  'damn i miss her ',i sighed shovin my ego.

  v had met that day after too long,

  though nothin worked as planned that day it never felt wrong.

  with her even the borin turned fun,

  and v chatted daylong about eveythin under the sun.

  i plunged myself into the depths of her eyes with a realization,

  that for my soul those depths were wells of rejuvenation.

  but as u left me my world was turned upside down,

  as if i was alone in this world ,all by on my own.

  i figured out then wat i shud hav realized from the start,

  that even wen ur lost or fallen apart,

  u do not lose ur love 4 someone bcz its locked in your heart.

  from eveysecond hitherto i came to know ,

  how much for this existence did to you i owe...

                      

                                                                    rraAmZnn

A silent GoodBye..

A silent GoodBye..


it was 5 years ago on quite day of september ,
that my life was changed forever,
i'l always rember that  late afternoon,
wen i chanced upon someone as graceful as moon.
the first tym our eyes met ,
then and there to yours, i lost my bet.
it was later in my life that i did  realize ,
that i'l b urs more and more with each sunrise.
had u felt my pulse wen my eyes followed u through those streets,
u wud'nt have failed to notice my heart skipping beats.
but then i saw u hold on to stranger's arms,
the dreams i baked till then were broken to crumbs.
how much did that sight hurt me ,u didn't  know ,
u left me there failing to see the silent tears flow .
even now after half a decade wen i bury my face under the pillow,
i find those memories 2 hard to swallow.
and even though u never knew me u'l always live in my eyes,
listening to my heart whispering silent goodbyes.






                                                                                                               rraAmZnn

before the final voyage

"before the final voyage"

nvr b4 in my head had this qns popped,
or of this lyf i had more regreted.
nvr b4 was my lyf an even bigr qns mark,
pointless dull ,without much any spark .
nvr more cud i have realized that there no more hope,
for this lyf has turned out to be  lyk a steep hike without any rope.
no more can this mind find refuge in nights around darkness,
as it feel itself ripped apart by the enforced loneliness.
nvr b4 was these thoughts more clear,
of wat to a normal mind wud inflict fear.
nvr more has it been more obvious and its not a lie,
thats its tym to pull the curtains and to this life say gudbye.
nvr ever cud i thank u enuf for ur accquaintnce,
am sorry if hitherto i haven't been of any assistance .
even though u might recall me la8r as a weak hearted,
u won't knw until u feel the same that y i departed.




                                                                                                  rraAmZnn..