A silent GoodBye..

A silent GoodBye..


it was 5 years ago on quite day of september ,
that my life was changed forever,
i'l always rember that  late afternoon,
wen i chanced upon someone as graceful as moon.
the first tym our eyes met ,
then and there to yours, i lost my bet.
it was later in my life that i did  realize ,
that i'l b urs more and more with each sunrise.
had u felt my pulse wen my eyes followed u through those streets,
u wud'nt have failed to notice my heart skipping beats.
but then i saw u hold on to stranger's arms,
the dreams i baked till then were broken to crumbs.
how much did that sight hurt me ,u didn't  know ,
u left me there failing to see the silent tears flow .
even now after half a decade wen i bury my face under the pillow,
i find those memories 2 hard to swallow.
and even though u never knew me u'l always live in my eyes,
listening to my heart whispering silent goodbyes.






                                                                                                               rraAmZnn

before the final voyage

"before the final voyage"

nvr b4 in my head had this qns popped,
or of this lyf i had more regreted.
nvr b4 was my lyf an even bigr qns mark,
pointless dull ,without much any spark .
nvr more cud i have realized that there no more hope,
for this lyf has turned out to be  lyk a steep hike without any rope.
no more can this mind find refuge in nights around darkness,
as it feel itself ripped apart by the enforced loneliness.
nvr b4 was these thoughts more clear,
of wat to a normal mind wud inflict fear.
nvr more has it been more obvious and its not a lie,
thats its tym to pull the curtains and to this life say gudbye.
nvr ever cud i thank u enuf for ur accquaintnce,
am sorry if hitherto i haven't been of any assistance .
even though u might recall me la8r as a weak hearted,
u won't knw until u feel the same that y i departed.




                                                                                                  rraAmZnn..